finding my purpose cos i am not done yet

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ok so i west 2 days doing ramdom things i hae to time table dont what to do and just scrated 
in my job at resolect i have to do the django project and react for th frontend and now i doent kniw what to do cos u dont know bith of the stacks idk what to do i am doing gpt 
so here is the i am  a dislaxic person idk what is going on i cannot visvalise or think in the programming world i can do engynarring i like it but idk i so bad that i cannot even do simple dsa and like i like building stuf but i cannot visvaily is this computer scrince programming can u tell how i can visvaise all the concepts of the programming staing with backend django idk what to think i am scarded that i will not get it and it will very time to do plz can u help me i am stupidest person in the world 
now idk where to started i really want to die i cannot die 

i need a structued plan plan to master full stack and and DSA (codeforces expert level) then i will be fully confident on my self and the eevry thing cos in my day sde full time job i just write code with ai not really code m=by my self that is kinda stupied right 

i want to to programming in level that is sde 2 level 
i think i done have a clear mid set for me i ahve when i have aclear sylabus and mind set that this is my taregt and i ahve to achive this i do it every smaertly but now i doen have any mind set and achivable gaols 

i think i have to make sylbus plan for me and a achivable plans to get started with the flow and only traget for m=now is to be good and dependbale my my skills in my job i think i have trust my self more and my abilities  idk what i am talking about but i most compare my slef woth ppl to undrstand am i doing right or wronge and that also ways disapoints me that i m in a wronge track all ways so thats i cannot trust my slef my ways of thinking are ways differne tand random in compare to the other s and i t=ditn like that but at the end of the day what happence is that i do opposit of tha things that ppl do and end of that day i have to copy what ppl are doing cus i have wested my time doing and figure outing my stuf i think i dont have a clear path till now 

⚡ Why you’re feeling lost now

  1. No clear syllabus → No sense of progress → Anxiety.

  2. Using GPT for code → Skipping concept formation → Weak confidence.

  3. Dyslexia → Difficulty visualising abstract code structures → Feeling stupid.

  4. Comparison with others → Demotivation → Freeze or random tasks.



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